open up or bottle up?

Let's see when was my last entry to this blog? (... ... ... ...) hmmm... sigh anyway i almost not able to get in so that is somehow long...

Although I've not been on this blog but I guess I can still consider myself as active on the net thanks to Facebook... games... hahahaha until recently...

It had been couple of months since i really care about facebook and looking inside it.. why? Well that is because life has changed... since school to Uni to working life and from job to job... Facebook begin to seem like a waste of time and energy... am i bottling up or opening up to see the the real world?

It is sad how I can let go of so many things in my life that i've think of them as worth it, important and cannot live without...

NO... My life is not miserable... somehow I am enjoying it more than i thought...

Maybe that's what people mean by the different stages of life.

I am somehow happy with the current me... spending more time at home and with family and working for the future... life in the past seems like a fantasy dream... the people who really know me may know what i mean...

Am I getting old??? Hahahahah.... i think not.... i still think and act like a child tho...

Hmmm... there are so much things I want to say or express but... in the end i think it is better to keep this entry this way...

So am i bottling up or opening up????!!! (",)

What bout you?!

Cheers

Grass is always greener on the other side

As a Child "How I wish I'm a grown up faster then I can be like Daddy and Mommy"

As a Student "How I wish I'm a grown up then I can get away from parents clutches"

When you finish high school (2 scenarios):

go into University or Higher learning process "How I wish I can finish studying faster so that I can work and have money"

Directly going into working life " How I wish I can continue study, study life is so much fun and unstressful"

Either way, no matter what we are doing or where we are, we will always envy others. However have you ever envy your own lifestyle? think about it... (I do, not that I'm a hypocrite, I do envy others but at the same time I do sit back and think of my own and its a BLESSING to be me).

We wish for the things we do not have in life again and again but have we ever sit back and think about THE THINGS THAT WE HAD?

Its always a challenge in life, if there are no challenge we will wish for one (",)

So what should we do? (I also don't know, just go with the flow?)

Well, for me going with the flow is one thing, wishing for it to stop is also in the list, however the most important thing is to take up the challenge and do my best. Whenever I overcome a challenge or face it and although I do not accomplish it with flying colours I'm still very happy and proud of myself.

Its not fun to be taken as a toy and got thrown around in your study or work place, however by experiencing all these one will learn faster and more on how to manage their own life. I wish the ones that read this entry a good day and all your best in your everyday challenge. (",)

Merry Christmas

Dear Bloggie,

What is the true meaning of Christmas?

I never knew Christmas can mean bring such a regretful and repenting effect to one persons life.. the things that one would never think of facing and says will just flow out of ones mouth.. will these bring more regret? or will it bring repent?

These we will never know...

What I want to state here is the life history of someone i know.. not truly deeply but had been with me for quite sometime... this person show great regrets for oneself and not able to face ones own reality.. only hoping the ones beside his/herself to be better than he/herself... this had created a big mystery to ones life... it is hard to understand h/h (his/her) thinking thoroughly... What should i do? h/s says believe in GOD but not able to forgive what they had done in life and never could... it always seem like a small matter to others... it is nothing on purpose to unforgive oneself but... "h/s just left me blank there"... what should i do?

Ass. #1 Icebreaker speech

This is a speech written for my first assignment in Toastmasters Club.  Though I am not able to finish the whole speech since i only have 4 to 6 minutes but I believe I've done my best in this assignment.  Next time, for other assignments i will do my best to keep it shorter. 

P/S: the highlighted area is the ones not mention.

I still want to post this speech just for sharing.

Very good evening to fellow toastmasters and guests, I’m honored to be given this chance to stand here tonight to enhance my skill in public speaking.  This golden opportunity may not always come floating by in front of us many times.  (make hay while the sun shines) That is why I made the decision to grab it before it floats away.  Standing here tonight takes up lots of courage. 

My name is Elizabeth Wee, my close friends calls me Beth Beth.

After finishing high school, I started working in the educational field then continue my studies in Curtin University as a Mass communication student.  My parents always tells me, its never too late to change and improve yourself because it is always better late then never.  Of course if you can do it early is the best.

However, I have to go through a little trial, that is to show that I really wanted to continue my studies and will make the best out of it.  I’ve been telling my parents again and again I wanted to study and all they would reply is “show me your sincerity and seriousness towards it.  No matter what I said and change the answer is still the same.  I almost give up on persuading them.  To me, I thinking giving up on something is more difficult than to continue it.  So I went to the University myself to get a form ask for the price and get the procedure done.  That same day, I went home and show the school fees and inform them that I had already enrolled myself in.  My parents looked at me and smiled, this is what we have been waiting for.  I was left in confusion, I felt so puzzled and still did not understand what they actually wanted.  Finally my parents just told me one thing, actions speak louder than words. 

 

Rome was not built in one day

My parents had brought me up to today is not an easy task, they had sacrifice so much for me and my siblings up to today and had never asked for anything in return.  Only hoping that we will become a useful person.  They’ve spent so much love for us to be here today. No matter how naughty we can be at times, they had never given up on us.  I remember there was once me and my brother played with blanco, when my mom came back from work and saw us she was in grave shock.  Imagine what we have done with it.  We actually covered each other’s hair with it thinking that we are hairdressers and making our own trend.  Guess what, my mom is the one that became our hairdresser, because she helped us cut our hair especially the ones that got blancoed.  My parents had been sending me to courses to build me up and finally today I am standing here giving my first speech in toastmasters about myself.  Ladies and gentlemen, I assure you, my Rome is still not fully built yet.

I always remember what our parents been teaching us.  There are only the four of you, always be close and help each other.  Whenever we quarreled, mother will always be the bad guy, we will be scolded and asked to stop.  However, my dad, he would tell mom “let them quarrel and fight once in a while, it will be good for them”. In the end, they will always remind us that we have to stick together no matter what happen or how bad the conflict had bring our relationship to because blood is thicker than water.

I’m a writer in mind but somehow my heart can never meet my mind.  I only write when inspiration comes and believe it or not, it only comes once in a blue moon.  I write lots of things especially in these few years because I need to do my school assignments, that’s why I wrote more now.  However, for your reading pleasure you may log on towww.wluckysam.blogspot.com to access into my writings.  Another thing that I like to do as a hobby is, I love to talk but I can also be as quiet as a mouse at times.  My father always says I’m a very talkative person, that is because I would bug him in the middle of the night and tell him my stories and joke around.  He will normally answer me with umm.. ahh.. and most of a time with a snore.  This does not stop me from talking so I just continue until I myself said good night.  So joining toastmaster is a good way to enhance my talking hobby because practice makes perfect. 

Mr Toastmaster

Cheers,

Lucky (",)

Dreams (-)

Dreams only happens when we sleep and fantasize during the time we are wake...

What else is dreams?

Dreams is also the HOPES that we have in life...

Dreaming is good cos it brings hope for us to go on with our life...

That's why, WE LIVE OUR DREAMS... 

However there are always something bad for anything that is GOOD if we over do it...

To me...

I have dreams... lots of them, i believe you do too...

However, so far in my life i would not really dare to dream so much... whenever i dream i brush it off saying "its quite impossible to do so" or "Nah~~ be realistic ok?".  I'm afraid to dream, especially afraid it won't come true or it fails and so on.  Since we can't see the future and it may not always go the way we wanted it to be... I am such a 'hope-less' person... hahaha...

Anyway, "WE LIVE IN DREAMS AND DREAMS LIVE IN US". 

Very memorable gathering!!!

Dear bloggie,

Today seem like a hectic day for me, i've been sweating like a burst water pipe... hahaha...

slept at 3am in the morning,

woke up at 815am 

went back to sleep (for some reason ;p)

woke up again at 1030am MY DAY FINALLY BEGAN!!! WAHAHAHA

after classes and get off campus at around 1730

went to a few 'shooting sites'

buy stuffs and so on..

FINALLY THE GOOD PART...

my memorable and to be treasured in mind gathering...

What's so special bout it?

Cos its a gathering with all my lovable family members (will post pictz in future).

We went to StarBucks and we spent lots of BUCKS there for sure... um hmmmph... actually DAD spent the most BUCKS hehehe...

We were chatting and laughing like long lost friends meeting back together...

Although we are a family but we can hardly spend much time for each other... so tonight is one of the nights that we sits down together at a cozy (though expensive and luxurious) place to chat laugh and enjoy our hearts out... Though its only for 2 hours but in that 2 hours it had filled my heart with warmth and i'll cherish it all my life...

Hope to have more of this gathering in future...

anyway... hoping to get the pictz and post it up soon...

Sending all my love and kisses to my most BELOVED family...

Cheers,

Sammy (",)

What can we treasure in life?

Dear bloggie,

what do you think of the question above?

Lots of times we treasure the things that others may think it is 'useless'...

Though we are to believe and trust our own intuition and decisions. However, we are all human being (humans are 'easily' influenced).   After some time we will begin to doubt our own intuition.

Why can't we just believe in ourselves from the start till the end?

Do you think you can REALLY do that? Think about it THOROUGHLY before answering...

So... ... ... what can we treasure in life?  "Too much of something will turn BAD".

How do we stay balance in life? "Do YOGA??" hahahah... well its not a joke... IT MAY HELP in some way or another... (",)