Old friends re-united

Recently i receive lots of critics towards my appearance.. the way i dress, my attitude, my behaviour and so on... Haiz.. can't a person just be themselves and not get critique?! Hehe..

Mostly the comments are from my ex-classmates from secondary school...
Since we've not seen each other forquite someyears but then i don't know why recently there are lots of friends coming back to Miri and contacted me.. (So happy to hear from them)

As usual we'll go out for a drink..

1st thing they'll said is "Haiya... you haven't changed a single bit aren't you, still like before.. Why can't you just wear more 'lady like' to go out?!" Well, they'll get my usual reply of...
"Haiz.. with my size where to get a good looking one? anyway, with my size.. if i wear more 'lady like' people will critic if i don't i got critic... haiz... what should i do?" (the usual conversation since high school)

Hahaha... haiz... most of all they've not changed much as well accept that some of them gave me a surprise.. haiz it is a shock but i am happy for them..
To see that the time had pass so fast... and things changed so much... Surprisingly, i don't see any different in myself.. ummm.. i mean my love life... i did date a few times, almost got bonded haiz... but their not the type of man which i want to have for the rest of my life... Sigh... life sucks..

Some of my ex-classmates even say and thought that i am GAY.. hahaha.. Although it hurt at that moment but no hard feelings.. I just answered them casually... "I'm still waiting for MR. RIGHT, he no come yet how le? (",)
sometimes i do think, why does people have to judge people by their appearance.. anyway.. Although i'm not very used to it but i can't blame them for having these thoughts.. Most of us have been classmates for at least 4 years and we've known each other for a long time... Well this happen at times, to my believe there will be more to come... Hahaha.. i just hope these comments and thoughts wont be the cause of me not having to find MR. RIGHT in the future.. (",)


I'm so happy to see my old friends again...
In the end of each meeting they just gave me a common advice.. "Loose weight la... then we can go shop for your cloths together..." (Another usual comment from them since high school) HAIZ... So malu.. hehe.. SIGH... Paiseh la... but still.. very happy (",)