Thursday, January 17, 2008

The Amazing Creations

Can you see it?

Love it... Just love it... (",)


Miri Airport during Sunset... The sky is so nice and peaceful looking...


Sunset in Senadin area, took it while driving slowly... (So much like overseas scenery)



Evening time at Tanjung Lobang... Just love the sky and the cloud formation...

Nearly Sunset in Curtin Campus... Looks alot like sunrise...


View of Bekenu Beach (Bungai)...



These pictures had been taken quite awhile ago... and there were lots more... will upload it when i've rotated the pictures... I don't want people to their neck looking at the unrotated pictures...



The reasons for me to take these pictures and uploaded it were to share my interest in photography and my love for scenery...



Scenery's can tell a persons feeling and thoughts... to me, scenery's is a work of miracle by God. I hope one day, i'll be able to go around the world to capture all the amazing creation in this world. It feels like the scenery that i capture in pictures have thoughts and feelings of its own... Trying to tell us... whenever i see something i like i'll capture it and share to all...



Hopefully you all enjoyed it...

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Answers...?!

What is the meaning of life?
The meaning of life is simple... as long as you're still breathing and not dead = life...

Life is a journey, which everyone will have to face since the day they come out from their mother's womb. Ever since we breath our first breath in this world, we are expose to the quest of life. All these years of living, breathing and growing up, how much have we learnt in life? Life is long YET it is short, we cannot predict what will happen the next minute. In short, when the time had arrive, we will not have the chance to say NO. So, are you appreciating every breath that you breath in, every seconds, minutes, hours and days that were given to you?

In life,
Though we are not the one who control what will happen next but don't be discourage due to that. We are given the chance to value and appreciate the things and times given to us each and every day, we take our life and chances for granted but it is never too late to start appreciating what we have around us. Even if we are living a long, luxury/good, and happy life, when we are faced with something unpleasant, our first reaction will normally be

"WHY DOES IT HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME? WHY ME, WHY ME WHY ME?

Don't worry, every cloud has a silver lining. Though we know all these we still get down and unhappy. In life, there are sayings that makes people feel better, but it is just HARD to accept it. Truths are the hardest thing to accept in life (truths HURT). So... What should we do?

The answers can only be found in ourselves. Actually, most of the time we ourselves know the answer, the choice we wanted to make, the route we wanted to take...

but still...

We always seek for others "so called" advice. Its actually not really advice that we are seeking, it is APPROVAL...

Deep down in our heart we have the answers but dare not to confirm it unless someone and somehow, tell us about it. Whatever we say, words is like the sound of music (Hit the right key at the right time and it'll sound like music from heaven, hit the wrong key at the wrong time... 'then i'm sorry, it is bye bye').

Which is the right key to hit and most importantly... when?!

This is where communications, personalities, characteristics and thinking comes in... ('',)

I'm still learning and... ... ... ... ... ... learning...

Things may not always seem as it is, everyone is different, unique and special, it is a gift to be able to go on the quest of life. So, either you CONQUER it or just let it conquer you... IT IS YOUR CHOICE... ('',) Good Luck to all...

Monday, January 14, 2008

Questions

What is life?
Why do things that happen in life sometimes cannot be figured?
How come a person can feel happy and unhappy?
What is that feeling turning and churning in ones' stomach when they feel down?

In life we meet lots of people from different places to different ages and backgrounds,
What type of friends can be considered as good friends, best friends or friends like brothers and sisters? (In short, a person whom we can trust our life with, a person whom we are able to talk our problem to without having to be cautious of what we say!)

At times, it is not that we want to be cautious or doubtful of a person (friendship/relationship), but, no matter how we put away our doubts and (-)tive feelings of a situation or person, it is humans nature to be able/sensitive to sense danger just like all animal does.

In life when we come out to the society, we come across different types of people, the world out there is dangerous. The question is...
Who can we call a true friend?
When time passes, things change and what to say more a person.

Do we always ask ourselves, "Am i acting too much?"
"Do i have to do this?"
" Is it ok for me to say all this stuff?"
" How can a person be so mysterious?"
and lots more questions...

We do things and make decisions that we may regret at some point of our life, SO WHAT IS THE RIGHT CHOICE? There can never be a right answer, because, in this world there are no right or wrong... ... ... ... ... Am i right or ... ... ... am i wrong? ('',)

Well, what we know is that, as long as the choice that ones' made is "rightful" it will do no harm to one in future, however, we are not able to predict the future, as i mention before, time can change everything (even slight changes are changes) so the decision made now may be seen as the right one but in 10 or 20 years later it may be wrong (thats where regret comes in).

Do you know your purpose in life?
Have you figured it out?
Have you made an aim or goal in life?

All these are the questions i often ask myself, even if i've made a choice long time ago, in between the time that passes when i'm faced with a problem or certain 'downness' i'll begin to doubt my own choice, thinking and my heart.

Everyone need someone to listen to, the question is... WHO IS THE RIGHT PERSON? Have you found that right person whom you are able to share your happiness and sorrows with (without a thought of doubt he or she may betray you?) It is not easy to find that someone special (special does not mean a partner, it means a friend who we trust with our life).

At last, life is something i took for granted, without giving it much thought of my existance, however, at times it does come across my mind... So i'm still trying to figure it out...

P/S:-
Good luck and All the Best to whoever had read this post and pls feel free to give me your opinion on the things i've written. There may be errors however, i do hope the person who read this can understand what i'm trying to say... :)

Summer Course

I know i seldom i do really mean seldom update my blog... I can't say there's not much happenning in these time of not updating... hehehe.. anyway, lets get on with the updating and cut this intro craps.

Summer courses had begin for about 2 to 3 weeks liaw... Haiz.. headache headache. for somehow there are stress and fun at the same time. the purpose of me taking summer is not to graduate early but for some other reasons (which it is hard to say). Anyway, for the mean time, all i can say is that summer courses are hectic and tiring (i find myself sleeps more than i usually do).

With all the information bang into my head i think i get around 30 to 40% of all the things i learn... haiz... but most of all it is fun, enjoyable and challenging... (",)

Monday, November 26, 2007

Holiday

Finally, the end of the semester had arrive...
Things did not went as smoothly as i figured during the semester but i'm still happy going through it... Most happy with it ended.
Its been more then 1 week + holiday but still like no holiday...
HEhehe... because need to catch up with friends here and there and had been a little busy with my games and stuff...

Cool Holiday... its gonna end soon so all i'm gonna do is have fun fun fun..
hehehe...

p/s: s long s i did not get any bigger than i am now... :p

Monday, July 23, 2007

Life

It had been a few weeks since i've come back from my traveling to Kuching... The priority of going to Kuching was to take care of ah ma... i was there for 10 days... thinking that i'll be joining a production... i was never being informed of the changed schedule and so on... so i came back thinking that i have training and got to get myself ready for everything...

However to my disappointment.. when i got back the schedule has changed... everything changed but i am not inform... it is not a very huge matter... the thing that is really troubling me now is my ah Kong and ah ma... after i reached Miri not long after... ah kong was admitted into the hopspital... he was discharged after a few days but that night he was admitted again... haiz..

I just hope everything will be fine... life is such a delicate things... we have no control of it eventhough we lead our own life... when the time has come we cannot stop it... if the time is not yet here... we have no right to stop it... these happennings had teached me lots of things in life... though it hurts to see the reality but no matter what happened in life we will have to face it with courage right?

Well i'm doing my best to do so...

May all things be well.. (",)

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Old friends re-united

Recently i receive lots of critics towards my appearance.. the way i dress, my attitude, my behaviour and so on... Haiz.. can't a person just be themselves and not get critique?! Hehe..

Mostly the comments are from my ex-classmates from secondary school...
Since we've not seen each other forquite someyears but then i don't know why recently there are lots of friends coming back to Miri and contacted me.. (So happy to hear from them)

As usual we'll go out for a drink..

1st thing they'll said is "Haiya... you haven't changed a single bit aren't you, still like before.. Why can't you just wear more 'lady like' to go out?!" Well, they'll get my usual reply of...
"Haiz.. with my size where to get a good looking one? anyway, with my size.. if i wear more 'lady like' people will critic if i don't i got critic... haiz... what should i do?" (the usual conversation since high school)

Hahaha... haiz... most of all they've not changed much as well accept that some of them gave me a surprise.. haiz it is a shock but i am happy for them..
To see that the time had pass so fast... and things changed so much... Surprisingly, i don't see any different in myself.. ummm.. i mean my love life... i did date a few times, almost got bonded haiz... but their not the type of man which i want to have for the rest of my life... Sigh... life sucks..

Some of my ex-classmates even say and thought that i am GAY.. hahaha.. Although it hurt at that moment but no hard feelings.. I just answered them casually... "I'm still waiting for MR. RIGHT, he no come yet how le? (",)
sometimes i do think, why does people have to judge people by their appearance.. anyway.. Although i'm not very used to it but i can't blame them for having these thoughts.. Most of us have been classmates for at least 4 years and we've known each other for a long time... Well this happen at times, to my believe there will be more to come... Hahaha.. i just hope these comments and thoughts wont be the cause of me not having to find MR. RIGHT in the future.. (",)


I'm so happy to see my old friends again...
In the end of each meeting they just gave me a common advice.. "Loose weight la... then we can go shop for your cloths together..." (Another usual comment from them since high school) HAIZ... So malu.. hehe.. SIGH... Paiseh la... but still.. very happy (",)